The hope is over for the Giants, though still fuck the Dodgers!!!

We all struggle with so many things in life, I keep mine simple, misplaced love, alcoholism, and running out of beer, there might be a few other things but I would hate to go too deep in my writing. So the last bits of hope are gone for the Giants this year, I will never give up on my team, but reality has set in like the words you never want to hear from a Giants reporter who once represented the love that glowed in your heart for this team that might as well own your soul. We will forever be Giant, though we cannot always win the World Series as we have become spoiled to expect, our one hope must be that the Dodgers fail miserably this year in their playoff hunt, no pennant, no trophy, no motherfucking champagne, because fuck the Dodgers that's why, they deserve nothing, and this particular Panda is hoping they get nothing, money does not pave your way to the promise land. We shall all carry on, me with a bit of whiskey and beer to lighten the load, and for the rest, well do what you do, keep it real, don't buy the bullshit, and have original thoughts, because that is the only way to live and exist. If you question what is real, at least you have a bit of a platform to start from, and by the way, most of this that you see is not what this Panda would call real, find your heart, keep your soul, and on that note Panda OUT!!!

She was my heart, but she was not my red panda

I have known love from time to time, it is an evil mistress and I never trust her until I let loose, this was one of those times, I hate myself for letting it happen, she was wonderful, full of sarcasm and joy, yet I suppose she wasn't mine. I wish she was still part of my heart, yet she cracked a part of a perfect Panda, we will never know what could have been, she will always own a piece of my heart, though she will never know my soul as I would've loved her to get to know. She was my breath, she was the taste I felt through the first touch of food to my tongue, the ecstasy that I would feel from nothing more than the sound of her voice, she made me feel like I was more than a man, I can't help but hurt from this loss, though I will recover, however hard it may be. I will miss her until the end of days, but she apparently was not the one, the whiskey may ease the pain but time is the only thing that will heal this pain. I can't wait for the moment the hurt doesn't kill, and that moment I see her face and doesn't hurt, she will leave my life with nothing but respect though I will always remember the shattered heart she left me with. On that note Panda out.

Feel the Bern

I get it this is not a sports post, though y'all better blast some Hank Williams and forget sports even exist for a slight moment, sorry but this Panda might be lacking a bit of PBR and Jim Beam at this early hour, and where the fuck is the door. This Bernie Sanders seems like the kind of character HST would follow and tear apart, yet in the end would be in full support of, though how can we believe in truth anymore in politics, is he really the one that can spur these cunts into a real vision of democracy or are we puffing a bit too much imagining a bit of truth in this game of lies. Is it truly the time for a bit of fun we've been missing in a political system which is supposed to be objective, or did we all do too much LSD when we were in our prime, I certainly don't care due to the fact that this man speaks sense. I certainly am in full support, yet feel I am in a dream reading his words, we shall certainly see if he can make a majority vote for a slightly crazy, yet honest human for the most powerful position in the world. Either or, it is just a game we watch to see if the corporate world really has full control of our souls, so my advice to you all, dear Panda lovers, is to keep your soul close and your guns a bit closer. For trusting the government is your first mistake, and trusting the process is even worse than having 352 mistakes after the first, so I wish you well and dear Panda Buddha God prease forgive me my actions if Trump is elected. On that note Panda fucking out!!!!